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there's this fly circling my bedroom,
this massive green-chromed thing like the world's smallest space-ship.
i've been counting and every four minutes thirty seconds it dive-bombs my head,
strafing airplanes and helicopter drug-raid spots through boarded-up cracks
& it's all in my head,
headlights and streetlights and not drug-
raids at all.
i'm a demon,
he said,
a speed demon.
i'm not, i said, and
i don't think we're going to get along.
i'm more of a mosquito than
a housefly or a blowfly,
that forensic larval life cycle
[determine time of death,
police setting sequences of events]
i'm a mosquito,
needle fingers &
red-streaked arms.
there's this fly circling my room & he's a speed demon
this massive green-chromed thing like the world's smallest space-ship.
i've been counting and every four minutes thirty seconds it dive-bombs my head,
strafing airplanes and helicopter drug-raid spots through boarded-up cracks
& it's all in my head,
headlights and streetlights and not drug-
raids at all.
i'm a demon,
he said,
a speed demon.
i'm not, i said, and
i don't think we're going to get along.
i'm more of a mosquito than
a housefly or a blowfly,
that forensic larval life cycle
[determine time of death,
police setting sequences of events]
i'm a mosquito,
needle fingers &
red-streaked arms.
there's this fly circling my room & he's a speed demon
Literature
nu
we are bare in body and nothing else.
your eyes touch mine, quiet and rare and raw,
perhaps inquisitive. i like to think i am unknown to you.
i want you to know me, but there's something about opening
books, opening thoughts and perceptions, that makes everything
easier. if i keep a pane of glass, thin as film,
between us, then i will be all right.
this glass is unstable, malleable. it shifts as i do,
becoming new things in silent bursts.
it is made of my secrets, my hatred, the things
i can keep in my pocket. it is made of bones
and blood, and some days, my entire body
and its effect, its impact on anything aroun
Literature
The Day She Disappears
It is the day she discovers
she has ears
but no mouth.
She realizes that she said nothing
but in her imagination, the words between
her ears never escaped.
It is the day she discovers
she cried every tear allotted to her
for this lifetime.
She thinks of her brother trapped,
a life-long night terror, imagines fish
nibbling ashen remains, her father
in the lakebed, her father as a spiral,
her family as an old treehouse on fire,
blasted by lightning.
She feels a hysteria build in her brain,
the swarm of wasps rage.
The eroded ridges of her cheeks never fill.
Her eyes don't even shine,
two desert oases forgotten by the rain.
The w
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this, I think,
is the way that empires
fall.
there are sometimes
catastrophes
Vesuvius, Alexandria
but I will not go out
in such an explosive fashion
this time.
my second death
is preceded by decline,
slow and inglorious;
erosion working its
weary charm
upon my architecture.
the difference is this:
disaster is unprecedented.
it is a noble sort of way to fall,
at the hands of that which
you could not control.
but I am allowing myself
to crumble to dust.
the forces of entropy
have not strengthened:
I have simply stopped cobbling myself
back together.
someday, archaeologists
will discover my ruins
and sigh
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edit: oh my gosh, thank you so much! i swear you're all conspiring to inflate my ego like a hot air balloon
TITLE, Y U NO MAKE SENSE?
also, poem. why you so terrible?
i think this is the same narrator as from habituated.
inspired by the huge fly that really is in my bedroom right now and by this expletiviously vulgar rap song [link] .
i also just watched 2001: A Space Odyssey, which might have something to do with it as well.
even when i'm feeling pretty good, i still write depressing things. even when i'm temporarily, madly happy. i don't understand.
it doesn't need a mature filter, does it? it's not explicitly explicit. . .
this was almost prose and then i changed my mind
TITLE, Y U NO MAKE SENSE?
also, poem. why you so terrible?
i think this is the same narrator as from habituated.
inspired by the huge fly that really is in my bedroom right now and by this expletiviously vulgar rap song [link] .
i also just watched 2001: A Space Odyssey, which might have something to do with it as well.
even when i'm feeling pretty good, i still write depressing things. even when i'm temporarily, madly happy. i don't understand.
it doesn't need a mature filter, does it? it's not explicitly explicit. . .
this was almost prose and then i changed my mind
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I really enjoyed the imagination in this. The word use... the ideas you get across... Lovely. Simply lovely. I might edit a bit for grammar and use of space but... I really enjoyed this a ton